Journalling Reads: You know how the book came to be. You read all the personal correspondences on the lexicon with excitement. You know want a fanpire is. You spend hours devoted to fansites, IMDb, and Stephenie Meyer.com You know you love the series when your husband says,ÃƒÂ¢Ã¯Â¿Â½Ã¯Â¿Â½Goodnight Bella, this EdwardsÃƒÂ¢Ã¯Â¿Â½Ã¯Â¿Â½ getting some sleepÃƒÂ¢Ã¯Â¿Â½Ã¯Â¿Â½. You find others to join you in your madness and lend them your beloved copies. Your husband thinks youÃƒÂ¢Ã¯Â¿Â½Ã¯Â¿Â½ve lost your mind. You rent movies starring: Kristen Stewart, Kellan Lutz, Peter Facinelli, Robert Pattinson, Billy Burke, etc. You stay up past normal bed time hours discussing in forums the moral dilemmas of Edward and Bella having sex. You have a username that has something to do with vampires or Edward. You have never been to MTV.com before, but you are now a regular. You giggle at Taylor LautnerÃƒÂ¢Ã¯Â¿Â½Ã¯Â¿Â½s youth, knowing soon enough he wonÃƒÂ¢Ã¯Â¿Â½Ã¯Â¿Â½t look like jail bait. You would give up something of value to simply be an extra on the set. You know where they are filming, where to find clips on YouTube, and where to send fan mail. You have friends who love the Twilight series too, but claim youÃƒÂ¢Ã¯Â¿Â½Ã¯Â¿Â½re the most obsessed, and they are proud of you. You really believe there are good vampires out there. You can see the similarity to the plan of salvation and the story of Edward and Bella. You cried when Jacob ran away, trying to escape heartache. You wish your husband was extra warm like Jacob. You find joy in the most mundane house work, because your thoughts are on the world Forks offers. You know how Esme came into CarlisleÃƒÂ¢Ã¯Â¿Â½Ã¯Â¿Â½s world the FIRST time. You want Bella to become a vampire so that Edward can have his way with her for once. You canÃƒÂ¢Ã¯Â¿Â½Ã¯Â¿Â½t think of penguins and not laugh. You know what crotch venom is. You were excited to start Twilight again, three minutes after closing Eclipse. You have read Midnight Sun. Three times. You check the Lexicon on a daily basis, so you know, you donÃƒÂ¢Ã¯Â¿Â½Ã¯Â¿Â½t get behind. Your friends aid your addiction and send you links. Your friends further your addiction and send you music for the movie to consider. You have pictures of Rob, Kristin, and the others saved in files of their own on your computer. You seek out the smell of EdwardÃƒÂ¢Ã¯Â¿Â½Ã¯Â¿Â½s skin and breath. You bought strawberry shampoo. You know you are obsessed when your husband actually likes you to read because they help get you in "the mood"! You know you are obsessed when you get on SM.com and the Lexicon MORE than 2 times a day. You make new friends you've NEVER even met because of it! You know you love Twilight when you give the books the very coveted spot on the bookshelf. You secretly wish your husband could read your mind like Edward. You wish you had a friend that could see the future. You are eagerly looking at all of the websites that Gina sends you. (Thanks Tiffany!) You are considering sleeping outside of the movie theater in the middle of December. You believe all vampires are inherently hot. know you love the Twilight series when you download every song from Stephanie Meyers playlist to listen to them. You dream about it every night. When you want to go to Forks. When you squeal every time you see a silver Volvo, even if it's not your favorite car. You see two dark skinned boys walking without their shirts on and wonder if that is what itÃƒÂ¢Ã¯Â¿Â½Ã¯Â¿Â½s like in La Push. When you cringe whenever you hear/see then name Edward or Bella name and it has nothing to do with Stephenie Meyer. When you've ceased to believe that vampires actually have fangs or any weakness. You know you love it when you're counting down the days until Breaking Dawn comes out. You quote lines from the books for use in your everyday speech. When you refer to your ideal man as an "Edward." You pre-order your copy of Breaking Dawn at Barnes & Noble. You cry because your husband used New Moon as a coaster for his drink You know you love the books when a love song comes on and you immediately think of Edward and Bella. You have bought the audio books. You have bought t-shirts from twilightteez.com. You relate even the weirdest things to the book. You carry the books with you. You think you can feel Edward beside you while you're reading You talk out loud about it with no one around. You narrate your daily task to see if it sounds likes BellaÃƒÂ¢Ã¯Â¿Â½Ã¯Â¿Â½s life. You stay locked in your room or bathroom reading.(Camille!) You start talking to the book. You talk to your friends about it...even though they have no idea what you're talking about! You talk to your friends, and they mention something that reminds you of Twilight, and you whisper a joke for Twilight-lovers with super hearing and start laughing your head off. You are highly considering naming your future children the characters names. You sleep with the book cradled in your arms. You know you love the Twilight Series when the name Edward becomes your new favorite guy name. You didn't let anybody else touch your books.(But I did, and youÃƒÂ¢Ã¯Â¿Â½Ã¯Â¿Â½re welcome Brandy.) You make a protective cover for your Twilight. You debate over who is better: Edward or Jacob. You know your obsessed when you and your friends try to guess the entire plot to Breaking Dawn. You refer to it as "The Black and Red Bibles" You imagine scenes from the books in your head before you go to bed. You know your obsessed when your cry at sad parts of the book... Even though you've read it several times. You want Jacob to find happiness, even if it isnÃƒÂ¢Ã¯Â¿Â½Ã¯Â¿Â½t with Bella. You want Emmett and Rosalie to adopt a baby, and try to raise it. Think about that. You create a blog dedicated to it, at least in the beginning. You wrote some fan fiction of your own. And your friends loved it, begging for more. And possibly more. Anyway, Enjoy!